From today on, if I do not work in the morning, I will read, first thing in the morning. I will learn the basics of Chinese before June 18, and enjoy the summer sun with my friends WHILE doing the things that I want to do. Last summer I kind just went everywhere with friends and spent most of my week with them. I didn’t get much time to do the things that I wanted to do over the summer and spent so much money on top of that. So, this summer will be different and I will be smarter with my money and time.
how much money I spent, out of the money that I earned in the past two years. I cried when I saw the number. On top of that, I need to visit schools, on the weekends, WHICH ARE THE DAYS THAT I WORK. I’m going to China in June and need approximately $1500. Why am I doing this to myself? I just spend $40 on the stupid St. Patty’s Day Parade in NYC in which I spent a total of 3 whopping hours at and have a horrible time (which I knew I shouldn’t have gone to in the first place but, silly me did anyway). Bday presents - $60. $40 on clothes that I half didn’t need, and am not working. WTF is wrong with me!? I’m going to need to work my ass off and on top of that tackle 5 classes on this semester. Everyone, its a brand new me.
No pointless spending from now on. I’m done. I refuse.